Lizzo – Good as Hell / Imagine Dragon – Whatever It Takes
Today marks a milestone that I never thought I would ever make. Especially with everything go on this year. Today, I turn 38. And there is so much to feel good as hell about. So let’s rewind three years ago and say who I would of been if I didn’t turn into a badass and resolved all my internalized issues. I would of been scared, unhappy, and unfulfilled. Primarily because of the fact that I would be chasing something that really is all about the immoral things you do. Like bringing people down to get to where you feel you deserve. Lying to myself about the happiness I had, cause I really wouldn’t be happy because I would be conforming, afraid in this pandemic and probably dead cause I probably would of believed the bullshit of a narcissistic man would be telling me, catching COVID and God and Universe knows what else being a man whore because I am pissing him off in my state of conformity. Why lie. Which is why today’s song. My birthday anthem is Lizzo’s “Good as Hell,” and Imagine’s Dragon’s “Whatever It Takes.” Because I feel good as hell making it this far in 2020 and will continue to do whatever it takes. To attempt to make this world a better place. It may not be the great big world. But I am good with making life better in my small world.