Mariah Carey – Miss You Most (At Christmas Tine)
There were some sorrow at Christmas Time for me some days. To feel like you own mother didn’t want you was a hard thing for a young girl to feel. Which being an adult and being a Psychology major, I realized it was resentment for something more my mom felt at the time. Which I have nothing but love for her. Always have and always will. As a kid we don’t realize the pain that our parents carry as we focus as adults, the pain they left behind. I remember the most emotional moment that my maternal shared the day I saw my mom for the first time in a while. Which lead to a tearful and long awaited reunion. Where she finally accepted me back into her life. Then it was the most sorrowful time of my life some holidays. But for the most part, the best thing she ever did was step back and let my paternal family take over. Which not realizing till three years ago, it was the best gift she ever gave me as a child. Where before this song was a bittersweet and emotional song for me. Now is one of the gracious songs I could ever embrace in my journey. Which is the feeling still is the same. I will always love her and miss her most during these times. Which is why today’s song of the day is Mariah Carey’s “Miss You Most (At Christmas Time).