Song of the Day

The Band Perry – If I Die Young

As morbid as this is, this is the reality we live in. As I face the long-awaited results as vomiting blood and having chest pain that is automatically associated with COVID when a fever is apparent, has everyone staying away to get a proper diagnosis. Where waiting for the second test results will determine if I get the treatment I need or be another statistic in this systematics of COVID. Being a no-name author and a caretaker for three has you with limited options. As the severe chest pain has subsided, the shallow breathing has me thinking. Maybe it’s that time. The truth is if the worst case occurs, I am not afraid as I lived a pretty fucken fantastic life. To many, it was nothing to me cause I did all things that I never thought I would ever do—model as I saw myself as physically ugly before I took my spiritual journey. I helped a lot of people get out of bad situations, and I faced my biggest fears. And not only do I have one book published if the worst-case occurs, but I will also have two. Don’t cry for Argentina. In the worst case, I am going out with a bang like I always wanted to. The lesson I learned is you can do everything right, and things still might not go your way, which is why you need to seize the day and live like your dying every day. And don’t be that shitty person who thinks who knows better, as in my case, doing everything right still would have had me get this virus. Like the last illness, I contracted where those who trust the most are the ones that will do the worst damage. Forgive and forget, and in that lesson, and established boundaries. Which is why today’s song of the day is The Perry Band’s “If I

Published by Frieda Lopez at Frieda the Writer

Frieda López is the writer for Journey of an Unraveled Road who was born and raised in San Antonio, TX. Through her professional career in Customer Relations and Retail Management, she has utilized her experience and interactions with the behavioral patterns, which was used to start her personal journey with Journey of A Unraveled Road as her debut novel. She has completed philosophy, psychology, and theology courses at San Antonio College as well as creative writing courses. Frieda López has been a lifelong writer since 2nd grade. A survivor of childhood trauma, childhood abuse, and domestic violence, she wrote this piece, which started this book as her personal journey; works from home in San Antonio, TX.

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