Lady Gaga – Perfect Illusion
Lady Gaga expressed perfectly the resentment I had during the journey. Perfect Illusion is just exactly that, the things I thought I attained where just that….an illusion. One of the hardest things to admit was this truth which after realizing made me feel abused, used, and undermined. The pride that kicked in to make me admit this took over for a moment and lashed out a lot. At the end of the day, when I realized this then with a terminal illness that should have taken my life and miraculously beat, made me ask God, The Higher Powers to be, and the Universe; to give me a million reasons to not give up.