Ke$ha – Praying
Ke$ha’s “Praying” was one of the most bittersweet songs in my journey. Truth is as she says “I learned how to fight for myself” as I was standing alone. Ironically enough in my journey, it ended in crying as she says “I hope you find your peace” is what I hoped for those who hurt me along the way as I realized that they had their own issues that they were dealing with. That drove them in bystander effect and narcissistic behavior identifying that the were following lead. In the end knowing they weren’t true narcissist but realizing the people I valued in that phase of my life was those I had to leave behind. As no matter what, they were chasing the same thing that we all never have a fighting chance to consistently keep due to systematics.