Linkin Park – What I’ve Done
The first time I hung out with what I realized was a narcissist was this one guy I cared a lot about but was unaware of what a narcissist really was. I realized after being in a relationship with a true narcissist what it was. Regardless of me trying to be friends and keep things kosher and pleasant, it was hard to do so. The thing that struck a nerve, which was the act of saying that the lead singer was a coward for committing suicide, which lead to one of the chapters in “The Journey of An Unraveled Road” and the misperception of why celebrities have it worst than us. They are constantly surrounded by people making them believe that there is no reason to feel depressed since they have fame and fortune. But the truth of the matter is that they do as they sometimes never resolve those painful moments of trauma they are still trying to resolve, get told they are ungrateful, and result into emotional crutches to numb the pain. Always know that you are the light at the end of the tunnel no matter how big or small and never let anyone take your truth from you. You know you and as long as you don’t indulge in that moment, you got this. I know by experience because it’s “what I’ve done” and “I faced myself” leashing a bonafide badass with a good heart, loyal, and compassion. But still proud of where I came from which I will never hesitate to unleash that hood in me no matter how classy I am suppose to be. Try me it’s your pendejada as it’s cause and effect. And in cause and effect, get ready to pay the piper in belittling and cruel action. You can only get away for so long until karma bites you in the ass. This is for you Chester Bennington. RIP my friend.