I Choose the Edge Of Glory – Do or Die In the Moment Made Truth

Lady Gaga’s “The Edge of Glory” becomes a new anthem song in my journey. It represents what is the identity of my rationale. As the Libertarian Party intended to be the Political Party identified as being made as the “the one for all” where Republican made for those in boogie tax brackets and Democratic for the less fortunate still fail as the intentions from those based on personal motive and choice in the end fail the people not able to control their circumstances in the hand of social conformity that become the negative outlook those parties that in defense make what in my writing the rationality despite of criticism makes those curious to continue their following as the true intention or the truth behind this comes from my own personal motive. Where social conformity is in the end the standards regardless how much makes sense becomes an enabling tool for those who choose not to work towards something better. Where my autoimmune deficiency becomes controversial where behind the fact that the symptoms gained painful and uncomfortable and temporarily disabling made in personal assumption is now the in the the worst of days uncomfortable make the personal choice to demonize me as one embarrassing when at its worst is chronic allergic conjunctivitis a eye irritation commonly mistaken for pink eye is one of few of the systems that becomes toxic mold syndrome as the known one being moderate allergic conjunctivitis doesn’t cause the visuals of what it encompasses.

“It’s hard to feel the rush. To push the dangerous. I’m gonna run back to, to the edge with you. So we can both fall over in love”

Lady Gaga – Edge of Glory

Making it at first being mild turned chronic which ignorance of those who become the teachers in modern medicine become confused and fearful in nature to pass the buck to a specialist also stumped turned those fighting to get things back to normal with added stigmas based on the extremity that is now the homeopathic community at the extremist of views not getting vaccines and jeopardizing the innocent in the belief that fatale to believe the additional stigmas in the conspiracist and the paranoia that involved the government biased in motives to now demonize the evil intent behind the parties they oppose. Where homeopathic remedy a thing that’s worked more in my favor than the modern medicine prescribed with the thoughtlessness in the idealism taught now prideful with the hand of social norm an inferiority complex that denied those with no control of the things they can’t fix as the same individuals face the fear of judgement that the perception reflected is made as the excuses they made a truth that the lack of compassion inspires that in history made a prejudice to the ancient people belittle by the social norm as unacceptable as it associated them in personal bias as witchcraft.

“Put on your shades cause I’ll be dancing in the flames”

Lady Gaga -Edge of Glory

Where cannabis now gaining mainstream due to popularity that was deemed negative as those who used it to contain depression to the common people where hippies in the 70’s as happy as they were on their era in their burning world in courageous character used courageous integrity kept that “do or die” way of living as those now with questionable integrity. on the their intentions can now basis of debate if acceptance was the personal motive. If you look at it that way was only made to gain that has through time hindered the ability to gain acceptance on communities like LGTB the stigmas that half ass acceptance born that way have some going against their own self which even in studies that independently have been proven psychologically and behaviorally if humans nature would allow in the medical community backed by federal funding be the bias by personal choice be confirmed to have those biologically programmed by and those conflicted with themselves turning those hiding their true identity in the shadows.

“Right on the limits where we know we both belong”

– Lady Gaga Edge of Glory

The quote in the song “Edge of Glory” that can be interpreted in two different ways in one view where taken personal where the limits being the things that we currently are limited to is a self induced narcissism where some who unable to identify it yet will in defense say something in terms of “comparison” which the way I see these hypothetical limits are the limits that I’ve been given that I see that things that blind perception makes thoughtlessness as the “enough is enough” of the things you haven’t and hope ever experience that is social normalcy. Make note of this, its the irony of the blog). Now back to it. Now with those who choose a lifestyle that if allowed to truly be proven once and for all, makes references within the group that labels of straight and gay that majority identify with turned bisexual which used for those which begs the question if this aslso is something that if it’s naturally human or if it’s a personal choice that demonized by social acceptance in normalcy may never be an answer we encounter. That history has proven through Greek and Roman eras which if quick to judge, leaves another questionable motive. Now being racist against a sub culture within the early European culture that those who White or anglo-salon have become an anti-racist. As within the same community in the LGBT community now plagued by confusion resulting labels such as non-binary and binary that the trans community also dime them intolerant of the bisexual community. Which those opposing glorifying manufactured medicine become biased on the views of the homeopathic community which anti-discrimination is now something that has been made to protect from the structural that offer disadvantages to certain personas of identity, become the unfairness that takes place within all groups making those make subgroups within a subgroup to gain acceptance. With people fearful by the things unaware, the ignorance of blissful truth those circumstance hasn’t affected becomes the irony of hope, where undeterminable still may happen only in the presents of personal choice.

As the things in influence made to be a enabler of hatred due doubt of natural glorification that people admire becomes the racism from a biological disadvantage depending on perception either positive or negative as African American history shows was the reason why they biologically stronger per history is the reason why discrimination is more common and now harder to spot as the perception of different is made in social norms to be undesirable. Which makes you wonder questionably the personal motive being what is really behind the hatred? Where insults like “marijuano” in the Latin community was a reference for a low life and the LGBT community which social norms half ass accepting of has those on the edge in the moment that independent studies confirmed that modern modern medicine backed up by the the mainstreamed industry still pick and choose which illness take presidence over another. As the blind eye will agree isn’t suitable or affecting the majority within their social group doesn’t mean once affecting the majority of that same group which COVID-19 reveals daily that those blinded naive to tuno they will be saved turns to bias assumption only proven by the test of time discover how important they are. Where another phenomenon where those who turn their head with the lack of compassion turned empathy has a false perception that is the making of popular portrayals of the possibilities of a doomed world forced to pick up the ashes that is apocalyptic storytelling. As the things that we intentionally factor in by the lie that is personal security leaves those who left behind now forced to put their perception to the test just how disadvantaged to themselves. Where the blind eye that they used to get there left with no trace of life to offer the help they took for granted that becomes the moment without survival instincts that pride suppressed. With the truth that through personal choice unable to solve the problem that experience hasn’t afforded a slow and painful demise that not only involve

“I’m on the edge of glory and I’m hanging on a moment of truth”

Lady Gaga

emotional pain but physical pain. As those who knew better in a real apocalypse would eventually run out of the things they were able to afford through resource but lack the skill if changed their circumstance by their biological ability have conformed to an idea that when things go south hold no value. As they now in worst turmoil fall victim to those possessing the skills to survive as when supplies already rationed becomes the need that inflation on homeopathic remedies which supply and demand capitalized as witchcraft or “brujería” in the Latin community which demon turn glory become a resource not even offered where only in a social world becomes capitalized, apocalyptically speaking offers the resources needed as those who knowledgeable become non existent of the things we took for granted when selflessly offered.

If you look at it that way was only made to gain that has through time hindered the ability to gain acceptance on communities like LGTB the stigmas that half ass acceptance born that way have some going against their own self which even in studies that independently have been proven psychologically and behaviorally if humans nature would allow in the medical community backed by federal funding be the bias by personal choice be confirmed to have those biologically programmed by and those conflicted with themselves turning those hiding their true identity in the shadows, that labels of straight and gay identities that within the same community now plagued by confusion which is labels such as non-bianary and bianary that the trans community also discriminated both in their community and the rest of the world would make those biologically remarkable is the biological phenomenon that is in the degrading reference as “hemaphrodite” technical is intersexed which the animal kingdom biologically exist referred as asexual is the proven phenomenon that ancient history has records of telling where praised by their in our norm biologically a mistake made them become the royalty and the religious figures that those that deny and resent as the truth behind that emotion is jealousy. As the things in influence made to be a enabler of hatred due doubt of natural glorification that people admire becomes the racism from a biological disadvantage depending on perception either positive or negative as African American history shows was the reason why they biologically stronger per history is the reason why discrimination is more common and now harder to spot as the perception of different is made in social norms to be undesirable. Which makes you wonder questionably the personal motive being what is really behind the hatred? Which another phenomenon that seems to be a dick move that has gained more popularity that as child, only saw happening more so in the upper class is the disapproval and the retaliation that those that end up “disgracing the family name” disassociate with intentionally if depending on the variable has two ways of turning out to be.

A positive or negative where still withholding the social skills that is associating with people under your normal social group, end up being the self made Cinderella story that hypothetically speaking got Cinderella booted off the island. Which based on the facts made by the media is the same fate Megan Markle deemed an American Princess ended up being, where in noble integrity aside the materialist value that Harry William gave up made the integritorial decision to honor the vows given. Which anyone who uses the events and the information reported where Megan is controlling and manipulative an abuser and that Harry is bewitched by her sounds like a undeterminable assumption based on your personal choice of bias. No one really knows the truth to that. You want to know my honest truth “bitches be throwing shade” as their asses didn’t land the title of Princess you all were made to believe growing up. To say that the criticism and the things that make Harry emotionally troubled and what perception faced in the real world without the Royal name being supportive. Of course it is going to happen. Not because of their moral integrity or the lack of character behind it. The ugly truth behind that biased perception that in demonizing Meghan becomes stereotypical and racist since the same stereotype is used for the those in which never gained acceptance until she was royalty was being biracial is already a biological disadvantage that the beauty she possess naturally is what helped her gain the opportunity, which someone too kind had told me on a Uber ride “not everyone is biologically blessed like you” a few weeks back ultimately turns up being contradictory to other opinions. Everyone values things differently. I am just born me and I leave it at that. I have to give props to the Queen though as a culture shock as it is, she still has a heart and still has the desire to engage regardless of status. Which the phenomenon I talk about is that it’s easy to disengage from those we disapprove of which in some cases becomes things

we need due to growth. Perceptions can’t be changed without the lack of experience. But when you disassociate from someone which commonly is in human behavior because we didn’t get what we want becomes is why many upper class families that disown their children all in the sake of “the family name” becomes the most evilest and cruelest fate those unable to have compassion at first becomes the wrath so undeserving that shows the character of those in the advantage retaliate with. That in that moment, you didn’t do it for a noble cause or protection of yourself, you did it our of spite and a personal vendetta. That a expression used by my best friend (regardless of the things he did) that funerals are made for the living. Which because of the disapproval to his mother and the “disgrace of the family name” has never been able to freely confide to be gain parental guidance because the dismissal first started with identity “being gay” which accepting only when not mentioned. But when help was needed the most forced to suffer in pain. Where bringing up concerns turned into a “I don’t need this. I am too old to deal with this” and the insults that followed on biased prejudice becomes the fate that those of the majority when you no longer hold value. Which fear is what makes the blind eye in stubbornness a disadvantage. You get what you want but you never get what you need.

What ended up bringing up this clarity was a argument that ended up coming from misunderstanding that once again the subconscious doubt came in thanks to my ex from 3 years ago is that the irratic behavior they assumed is all because I am on drugs now. Which the defense which assumed by my father that still witnessing first hand the effects that the illness has brought was an intention of being lazy. Which ended up being a who’s more sick that ended up having my grandmother defend him by saying that the disrespect by my dad was irrational logic from drug use. Which the reasonings given of preparing and making arrangements did not show precedence as knowing for the last 3 days I have been attempting to contain the flair up that is autoimmune deficiency should of already having that already planned that dodged the truth that led to a insult that ended up revealing an error that made her try to victimize. Which I reassured no one feels but that the things taken personally in the end leads back to when I first started being affected by the condition that she ended up finding me almost dead that day in Houston. Where all calm ended up having them say if the appointment I was going to take my Aunt for her Oncologist appointment had me ask her if she wanted to go. Seeing the fear in her eyes of the severity of the appointment made me ask her what is really bothering her which came out the ugly truth she was scared. Without being assumptive and knowing her insecurities she never faced head on is that the unsaid things that she and I were the only ones around, the emotional truth in which came from the ability to confide in me as I have stood up for her many times pointing out to each opposing side that the feelings they had are very valid, however assuming is not fair on both sides. The steps to assure those things are negligent on both parts and that although each has a valid reasoning in why both justified, why didn’t somebody do something about it to assure the provisions were made to assure that both parties do things other than use guilt and insult to do anything about it. As now wasted energy and a past that can’t be rewritten. The fact is that after a whole life dedicated to the wealthy doing a half ass job on empathy and compassion ultimately in the end dismissed her unethically and immorally only being available after booted off the island by the children that she also raised and threw out when their father being the breadwinner of the household died and the mom put in a nursing home against her will so the house that was sold could be used for whatever personal purpose as in the family that ran her out of house and home which now immorally and illegally schemed someone else to relay the message that her services no longer needed which was a way to compensate a benefit earned as Carol West intentionally dodging calls ended up saying after telling her after it was deemed would not do the right thing ended up using an insult at my retaliation that said enough to say that not only was she racist, she was systematically racist. Which cannot degrade me for my biological unfortunate circumstance. And where another who still compassionate and somewhat empathetic took a response personal that was made to be disrespectful that in turn ended up being a hypothetical solution that in spite how degrading it was said “you’re born the help, you are the help” as stemmed from which was sincere empathy after thinking that I was never going to get justice from the things that happened in Houston with Sprint where still empathetic and more so so than ever can only see the naiveness that perception blind eye fails to see. That in the mist of a national emergency the things that are unseen in the moment of flight or fight is the reality we miss even if it’s staring at us in the face. That an inexperienced individual regardless of status and resource hinders those faced with trauma. Where close calls are always expected and the realism of social norms, is that it is only a matter of time when the close calls end. Why meddle in the pointless labels that are of social norms. Because when the close calls end and order is diminished, when it’s “every man for himself” as it’s made in our everyday world already, makes those in the willingness and courage to heal in the terms they see fit, where progress is progress that I celebrate as a big improvement as “beating the odds” in a more fortunate place is the biggest mountain that hopefully is the last one they ever have to climb again. Because comparing the things social norms entail not only become a thing fueled by the seven deadly sins, but the potential end that is humanity as the things that are valued desensitizes our ability to be human that that makes those genuine a emotional trait they learn how to maintain and the in a catastrophic case if religion in it’s own version of the feared dooms day will leave those left standing unable to pick up the pieces. Where in all zombie stories leaves those in pride helpless and those in adversity survive which regardless of how you interpret which side is the strongest as 1. it’s undeterminable and 2. the ugly truth is everyone ends up dead in the end because the perceptions in that world without the things we can’t go without that we take for granted is something that now just a speak on the earth a life unfilled. But those who say I am foolish to say that disregard one thing, I already know I am a fool. Which is why in Shakespeare believed that is how you determine genuine wisdom.