The Beauty of Imperfection

Entitlement is shown in everything we do in life. Whether it be trying to get ahead in traffic, cutting in a line or even showing an action to someone in the act of degrading all the shows is that we feel more important than the ones that are around us. Entitlement is shown in everything we do in life. Whether it be trying to get ahead in traffic, cutting in a line or even showing an action to someone in the act of degrading all the shows is that we feel more important than the ones that are around us. Which then leads to an act of selfishness and recklessness that the ripple effect that occurs in the self preservation of ourselves but shows our act of devaluing someone else’s self worth and the property that they have attained in their life. We are the effect of a cause that have people protecting their assets and in a catastrophic effect in the example of traffic, leads to road rage. But once again due to dodging the consequences and not taking accountability, demonize those whose blood sweat and tears were devalued. But the arrogance that we demonstrate is the only thing that has triggered the effect. As showing someone in our actions of arrogance Leads someone to put us in in our place. To learn that the things they surround themselves are a cover-up. And the things are only a cover-up for the insecurities they really have. Captain Marvel in the DC universe has a unique power that the others not have, which is possibly why in The Avengers End Game can single handedly defend herself against Thanos. Because when hero’s allow deflecting like Captain America attempted to do in the same movie when he attempted to guilt her in taking accountability of the catastrophe that happened in their world, had no hesitation to also say that the comment comes from selfishness as he did not consider other universes that others were experiencing also and that her help was needed where hero’s did not exist.

In Captain Marvel, the closing credits theme music of Celebrity skin is the poster child song for this journey. Talking about the adversity that I presume Courtney Love faced trying to make it in the music industry, which in the assumptions of others, affords the choice to decide when she leaves and comes into the limelight as she chooses. Which truth is her big picture mentality has financially prepared her that regardless what her journey her humbled nature and her previous endeavors regardless of what opinions say, will humble her to be content with the things life brings her. Seeing tragedies that celebrities face, it shows to be a difficult path as the world is telling them that they have no reason as only few are chosen to get that attention in this journey. And because of the material things they gained in their adversity is the reason why they are being ungrateful. The commoner mentality will always in their fall from grace always judge those that in one mistake lose it all. In my book in congratulate those celebrities successful and fallen as they helped me probably never knowing the effect they had as well, to make this ordinary person into the Captain Marvel, the Wonder Woman of the real world that others deem me to be but refuse as pride is something I gained control of in this journey. But also because I’m only human, can also be prone to losing sight of it as well. The journey has blessed me with being able to cross paths with all walks of life from the lowest of the low society deemed to the rich and famous that everyone strides to be. Not revealing those people as I’m not here to get validation from anyone because my validation is good enough. Have all said one common thing, never stop being a good person. Reality is that the only resin I could accomplish this was because the beauty of the imperfect society deems is the reason why I’m here to begin with.

I have the highest respect for Eminem. He shows a lot of growth in him with the song “Not Afraid” as this song in my crossroad made me very emotional. This song is the epiphany of what I have seen in everyone’s journey. Seeing the things I was doing and allowing, I refused to keep living this way where raising the bar. Being a misfit of the music world, he to did things to change his life. Before this, I began to have a love of country due to Carrie Underwood as her music talk about the the lives of everyday people just like all country songs due. Wasted helped me start seeing the current mistakes of my life and seeing the mistakes that those who beat themselves up for their mistakes faced. In Something In the Water we hear her sing about being saved and the positive effects it has. Religion is beautiful to me because it brings greatness out of people. It’s a beautiful thing to see. but pride is always the downfall to good intent. Those I lost along the way instilled something in that made me coin warrior king and queens. Those fallen have always shown me the way. Even the though the battle is lost, doesn’t mean the war is lost. Along with those outcast who always embraced me into their life. In there pain came out a beautiful characteristic that those who know better never possess. Compassion. Compassion on its purest forms of expression in the journey that anyone can receive. It shows genuine compassion and the act of someone truly caring. Because when we want to feel special, we never ever feel that sincerity when we get it from and ingenuine people. Any world were we never see change, we also never experienced your compassion because of the fact that we are blinded by the values we try and force to gain. In this journey, when you genuinely want to change, is when the change you hope starts to happen. Because that change has now become you. Because when we’re looking for a savior, we don’t realize that we now just became your savior as well.

Published by Frieda Lopez at Frieda the Writer

Frieda López is the writer for Journey of an Unraveled Road who was born and raised in San Antonio, TX. Through her professional career in Customer Relations and Retail Management, she has utilized her experience and interactions with the behavioral patterns, which was used to start her personal journey with Journey of A Unraveled Road as her debut novel. She has completed philosophy, psychology, and theology courses at San Antonio College as well as creative writing courses. Frieda López has been a lifelong writer since 2nd grade. A survivor of childhood trauma, childhood abuse, and domestic violence, she wrote this piece, which started this book as her personal journey; works from home in San Antonio, TX.

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